|
I'm a procrastinator and horrible with time management. I'm always late.
I become so wrapped up in my head that I pull away from those that I love.
I feel like that parent who is always apologizing to their child about missing
soccer practice or dance recital. I have so much love to give but before I know
it the months have gone by and once again I'm playing catch up. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | The RIde--was in the movie! | | Security: | | | Subject: | Talk to me | | Time: | 05:57 am |
|
| if you have seen CLOVERFIELD.
I was impressed and enjoyed it very much. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Suffocate---J Holiday | | Security: | | | Subject: | Still driving | | Time: | 11:48 pm | | Current Mood: |  optimistic |
|
| but for how long? I went driving again last Saturday and almost hit a parked car!!! I was doing so well, but then I got ahead of myself, and stopped listening. So I was told. He didn't get upset--I stopped about six inches from the other car--but the lesson was over after that! I managed not to cry, although I felt like it. The good news, I drove at night down a street with cars parked on both sides WITHOUT once hitting anything! The street was long and I was doing fine...then I had to make a right turn, and again was doing fine...then I drove around for about 15 more minutes or so, again, doing fine...THEN I made a wild right turn, and somehow didn't notice the wheel wasn't straight, and that we were about to crash into another vehicle...then he raised his voice, but I stopped just in time.
We didn't go driving this Saturday.
Instead we got into an argument, and yelled at one another. Sigh. Somehow almost crashing into a parked car didn't make me feel the way this argument did.
But, I'm still driving. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| I like to be bitten about the neck, but since it's 90 friggin' degrees in NY I can't cover the marks up.
I'm too old to have hickies...but oh how good it feels. I worry about myself at times. There's a certain amount of kink residing in this skin...
Anyone care to share... | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Don't Make Me Wait--This World Fair | | Security: | | | Subject: | Spite | | Time: | 10:22 pm | | Current Mood: |  rejected |
|
| I'm hurting a little right now and I want the person who is causing the hurt to feel what I do.
Thing is he does, but just not today. I'm feeling a tad spiteful...
How are you good people tonight?
Went out for drinks with the boss and co-workers and felt completely out of the loop. The seating arrangement was awkward and my mind was on other things. I should have just gone home, but I thought it might be a good idea to make an appearance, so I did. Everyone was laughing and telling funny publishing stories, but in the back of our minds we had to be thinking would we have jobs by the end of the month?
Interesting times.
I'm off to try and unwind and stop feeling spiteful. | | comments: 11 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The Ride--Joan as Police Woman | | Security: | | | Subject: | New things | | Time: | 09:17 pm | | Current Mood: | awake |
|
| 1. J, this is the new song I'm playing obsessively--The Ride by Joan as Police Woman
A new friend sent it to me...he made me smile.
2. I went DRIVING!!!! I'm 35 and I've NEVER been behind the wheel of a car--until today.
I'm so hyped and I must add that I did very well. The person who allowed me to use his vehicle makes me feel like Clare Danes' character from Stardust--I shine.
Goodnight all. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I also can't think of what I want to say...
This is the third time I've started typing and then stopped.
I went to see AVP tonight--why? I really wanted to see No Country For Old Men, but the person I was with zoned in on AVP and it was a wrap after that. I almost fell asleep, but managed to remain awake for the big explosive finale.
Now I'm home listening to music and thinking my thoughts.
Hope the night is being good to you all. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I'm happy to be alive, well and loved.
I want to give some of that love back to you and yours--Happy Holidays!!!!
p.s. then I won't post again for another year! :-) | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Troubled Waters--Cat Power | | Current Location: | My space | | Security: | | | Subject: | Hmm | | Time: | 07:52 pm |
|
| I've been gone so long and I can't believe today is Christmas Eve. I just can't.
Think I'll browse and see what everyone else is up to. | | comments: 12 comments or Leave a comment |
| |
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2){kind=small}
fierydemise's journal
thoughtful